My life had being pretty boring over the last couple of months I hadn’t had a date in over six months and to be that’s appalling, not just because I haven’t being out for dinner and had a good conversation no it also meant no sex which is just damn right rude. The no date thing is actually all my own fault as my work load has doubled and I have being spending many nights sat in my office and ending up falling asleep there, not really good I know but the extra money is a bonus.
So with yet another evening at work I got side tracked with an advertisement for an adult dating site, now this could give me a fire back in my life something more than work, well having a good old look around I settled on one and filled out all my details and it was time to get chatting and making my presence be felt by all who wanted it, to me the more attention I got the better as I had being majorly missing out.
Of course it wasn’t all about casual sex, even though that is very nice but no more the fact of having a conversation or a nice romantic me with a guy you know someone who makes you that bit special, I also don’t mind when you are given gifts they are nice to me it would be great for a man to walk up and say here’s a gift for me now put it on and let me show you what you have being missing out on.
What I didn’t realise in all of this process is that the site is very addictive, the evening I joined up I spent until three in the morning browsing and chatting with a few men via chat and web cam, I am now that bad I keep an eye on my account whilst at work, I actually have it on a separate window and just refresh every now and again.
Sad I know but it is a great thrill and my excitement levels have gone through the roof and people have definitely noticed the spring in my step and the smile on my face, I am normally known as the grumpy woman who does say hello but hardly cracks a smile, I do think they presume I have being smoking something funny to make me so normal and approachable. This has definitely opened my eyes to how much of a grumpy person I can actually be but with this site I am changing oh and it’s so much for the better.
I have being on several date since joining and have had plenty of sex which I think is why my mood has increased slightly, on a serious note though I’m glad I got side tracked and joined because I feel human and again and more me which I didn’t realise I had lost so much of.