The need for a man in my life is very high to have someone to make me feel special and most of all wanted, it may sound corny or just stupid but I have being single for over five years now and it is becoming depressing. Plus I am sick to death of being the single one at events or just simple dinners everyone is in a relationship bar me and with an up and coming dinner we have planned I really want to be plus one.
There are also many advantages of having a partner you get lots of sex rather than the casual sex you kind of have when you are single, to me its meaningless of course it gives you the pleasure and fills the need but to me there is nothing like having a partner and making love, god even reading that I sound like a total fruit loop.
So on my quest to find someone I have been clubbing which for me all the men were far too drunk and handing out the corny chat up lines left right and centre and they certainly don’t do it for me, I like a natural person, someone who knows who they are and what they want and don’t need gimmicks to get it. I even tried speed dating I thought if anything it would be a laugh and it was just that a total laugh, you had the bold fat men to the geeks who wanted to talk politics and science which definitely don’t interest me in actual fact they send me to sleep.
I have checked out the men in the supermarket and when I do see some fine looking man he is always with a woman, to me it seems all the good ones are taken and enjoying the benefits of a relationship. At work I wouldn’t touch any of the men due to the fact I hear all of their stories from the weekend and yes they are the men that use the corny chat up lines but they seem to work as they are always talking about the women they have taken home, mind I think it may be for show as the whole place is full of testosterone with me and another woman being the only women in the entire building.
With all my avenues visited and rejected due to the lack of lustful men my deadline is getting even closer and I am nowhere near completing, I decided to visit the last avenue on my list which of course was adult dating sites. To me the thought of them sends shivers down my mind I have always thought they are for people who can’t find anyone in the real world and are all losers, but now I feel like I am like that what did I have to lose quite simply nothing.
So with finding the ideal one and joining I was pleasantly surprised at the talent on show, especially in my area the men were of all different ages could end up with a toy boy now that could be fun, so with this I think I will definitely fulfil my target date with a date of my choice and who knows he might end up being the one.